A Post with one foot in 2016 and Morning Pages and another firmly placed in the present and resolutely stepping forward towards The Book!
The Pages Threaten And the threat is real!!! The book asks me “Am I about to be swallowed up into oblivion? Are you about to tell me that you decided to integrate me into The Pages?” No no no dear beloved BOOK! You come first. I owe you big time. I owe it to those 33 mariners to bring their voices out into the universe in joyful symphony, not unlike the New Years’ Eve midnight foghorn symphony of my growing years. Perhaps the last I heard them properly was 1974 or ‘ 75? Does that mean those years signaled the demise of our beautiful port? Calcutta port was one of the first things I read about in the Geography class. I was studying the subject for the first time and what a portal that was, to connect me through and open me to the wide world!
The Pages Threaten And the threat is real!!! The book asks me “Am I about to be swallowed up into oblivion? Are you about to tell me that you decided to integrate me into The Pages?” No no no dear beloved BOOK! You come first. I owe you big time. I owe it to those 33 mariners to bring their voices out into the universe in joyful symphony, not unlike the New Years’ Eve midnight foghorn symphony of my growing years. Perhaps the last I heard them properly was 1974 or ‘ 75? Does that mean those years signaled the demise of our beautiful port? Calcutta port was one of the first things I read about in the Geography class. I was studying the subject for the first time and what a portal that was, to connect me through and open me to the wide world!
A glimpse of a ship sailing towards Haldia Port
Today recreation is so contrived. As contrived as it was spontaneous back in the day. I remember in 1978 before the last nail was driven in the coffin, and a whole zone was cordoned off for the bridge project, how we once drove to a stretch of river that was a kind of no man’s land. It was in the vicinity of Marine House. Does anyone even drive through those areas anymore? We parked ourselves very close to the river on a stretch of grass and enjoyed a nocturnal picnic of puris and alu sabzi and the most delicious karamcha chutney. The simpler we lived, the happier.
Some years earlier I would have this sense of fear at a particular spot on Strand road where the river water flowed under the road to reach the Fort William moat. While walking along the strand there was a spot I would quickly skirt around where I could see the mysterious water through gaps in the concrete at my feet. That kind of water through narrow gaps always gave me a creepy feeling. I would peek in and look away. I could never quite still that fear. Once while visiting my cousin’s ship we looked out at another ship anchored really close and I peered at the narrow gap in between with the dock water flowing through. I was warned not to fall into that for there was no way I could be fished out.And then I had to listen to all those tales of dock workers who slipped and fell to their doom. And deep inside me, I connected with every one of those mariners lost at sea.
But why am I going to those places now in '18? Because it is every one of those deep connections that charted the route – consciously and subconsciously – to the 33 young mariners-in-the-making in Maine, who are the centerpiece of this book-in-the-making. And these "pages" (the Morning Pages are anyway a tale of two years ago) are only a way to keep me focused on the book and help me bring it to life. The plan is that every day’s posts will build a bridge to a chapter of the book. At least to its structure and intent.
I need to adapt my daily writings on this space, in ways that will drive my long term purpose. Which means while some of my writing could be random stream-of-consciousness and ideally meant only for my eyes, others more thoughtful will be out here both as fuel for, and as a log to keep readers abreast of, A Night's Tale.
To the fog horn then and to the maritime connection. And may all the mariners of the world have safe voyages, forever!
Some years earlier I would have this sense of fear at a particular spot on Strand road where the river water flowed under the road to reach the Fort William moat. While walking along the strand there was a spot I would quickly skirt around where I could see the mysterious water through gaps in the concrete at my feet. That kind of water through narrow gaps always gave me a creepy feeling. I would peek in and look away. I could never quite still that fear. Once while visiting my cousin’s ship we looked out at another ship anchored really close and I peered at the narrow gap in between with the dock water flowing through. I was warned not to fall into that for there was no way I could be fished out.And then I had to listen to all those tales of dock workers who slipped and fell to their doom. And deep inside me, I connected with every one of those mariners lost at sea.
But why am I going to those places now in '18? Because it is every one of those deep connections that charted the route – consciously and subconsciously – to the 33 young mariners-in-the-making in Maine, who are the centerpiece of this book-in-the-making. And these "pages" (the Morning Pages are anyway a tale of two years ago) are only a way to keep me focused on the book and help me bring it to life. The plan is that every day’s posts will build a bridge to a chapter of the book. At least to its structure and intent.
I need to adapt my daily writings on this space, in ways that will drive my long term purpose. Which means while some of my writing could be random stream-of-consciousness and ideally meant only for my eyes, others more thoughtful will be out here both as fuel for, and as a log to keep readers abreast of, A Night's Tale.
To the fog horn then and to the maritime connection. And may all the mariners of the world have safe voyages, forever!
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